I am Kali

Waves of rage
of sadness 
I have no ground beneath my feet 
no oxygen in my air 
No pillar to lean on
I am the Destroyer of my dreams
I hold the contract of denial in my hands
with a red pen that is ready to sign
on the dotted line
I am Kali
Searching for Tara
In a haze of dark chaos and confusion
I ask for compassion
The kind I can only give to myself

~ Sivitri